Heartache
Heartache Gradually I feel myself breaking. My knees feel powerless; it appears I'm shaking. My arms are drained and my legs feel numb. My brain is blank and I need to run. Stress is building, tears falling. My desolate evenings I lay Gazing at these clear dividers. Miserable I lay down without any unfortunate obligation Keeping me from the beasts inside. Awful flares and dreams down the channel. The bad dreams I have, present me the most agony. Wanting for reality, however just discovering lies. The mysteries I attempt to keep behind, My dull earthy coloured eyes. My tears will not stop, I can't continue to battle. I'm losing all expectation of truly finding. I don't have a clue who I am; with everything going on, I've lost myself in this middle of a group. My heart can't take this ceaseless torment, With each word they say I feel like they channel. My perishin...